I hate it to get old :-(

[kahless]

[...] Are you older than I imagined or how scared should I get...? [...]

Well, if I'm lucky I'll be 52 in December. 

I had never(!) any health issues before. I have a normal weight, I don't smoke and ok - I enjoy a good beer from time to time.
The problem came absolutely without any warning. Currently my doc tries to adjust my (still very high) blood pressure with the correct dose rate of medicine. It may take a little bit of time (some days or maybe 2 weeks she said) until it takes affect.

Until then I have to check my pressure several times a day. I have already visible strangulation marks on my upper arm. 

Anyway - thanks all for your good wishes